I am feeling a bit down today, even though I am at 31 weeks and should ecstatic! I have no ability to concentrate on anything anymore, which is a normal part of pregnancy, its just annoying. Sometimes a patient will be talking to me and I'll be looking straight at them and then I come at them with the "huh?" all because I wasn't listening, and I don't even know where my mind was! I am sitting here trying to do this homework and I can't concentrate and it's annoying. I don't want my last semester in school to be bad grades when I've only gotten one C during college :( I really have to try harder...
Tuesday I had my first lamaze class though. Mike and I were the youngest in there and I think the only ones without a ring- and actually, he's the one that pointed that out, I didn't even notice or care! I think thats hilarious. I know I'm smart and bla bla, I know my situation and I no longer really care what people think of my pregnancy. We had to split off in groups and come up with 10 things that are good about pregnancy and 10 things that are bad. In our group, NO ONE talked, we literally sat there staring at each other. I am pretty shy myself (sort of?)but it was way too awkward sitting there in silence so I jump started the talking and I was the one writing stuff down, so it was fun :) You learn a little about yourself every year. The class should be interesting, and I am thankful for it. I take my tour of Shady Grove this sunday, and then breast feeding class starts late next month.
I am now at the point where I go to the doctor every two weeks. I can't believe I'm so close, yet so far!! I could have the baby technically in 5 weeks and have a perfectly healthy baby :)
We got the crib and we got a matching dresser. I can't wait till the baby shower so I can really organize the room and get everything together!! I am very excited to meet him!
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